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The Gospel after Judas

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How long will it take to die?

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They say that before death,

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Your whole life passes before your eyes.

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Abraham was the father of Isaac, who fathered Jacob.

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Santiago was Joaquin's father.

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Joachim became pregnant with Benjamin. He gave birth to Benjamin...

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I never knew who my father was.

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Benjamin gave birth...

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Zara.

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My mom. She was a prostitute.

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A fortune teller predicted that she would give birth to a demon.

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I was busy with someone no one knew.

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They forced her to get rid of the pregnancy.

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But they failed.

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She was forced to work even under these conditions.

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When I was born, my mother was killed

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And his brother.

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I had always hoped that the demon mentioned in the prophecy was my twin brother.

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Unfortunately, I was that person.

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Today I killed another brother.

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I thought one of them was God.

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Someone who thought he was immortal.

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But...

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This time, I won't leave him alone.

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Catch up.

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How long will it take to die?

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After killing my mother and brother, I killed again.

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I was only five years old when I found out

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The witch who saved me

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She did not breastfeed me out of maternal instinct.

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To her, I was just another soul to be exploited.

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I had not grown up when the brothel owner forced me to.

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When I cut his throat,

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I bled more than pigs wounded by filth.

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Like her.

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We carry the names of our parents.

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I who had no father,

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They called me Judah, which means “May the Lord lift you up.”

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Like someone's son.

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That night I became Judas Iscariot,

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The dagger was called a "sika".

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Then I became the master of the brothel.

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That night my childhood ended.

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If I had one...

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I heard about him three times before I met him.

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The first time, in the streets of Jerusalem,

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One winter's night when I was seven years old.

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Apparently, in Bethlehem, a forgotten town,

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A star appeared above a stable.

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The shepherds went in that direction,

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Claiming that the star was a sign of the coming of Christ.

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They were saying that a baby had been born.

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A virgin, an old carpenter's wife,

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Who was not the father.

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Fairy tales, such as the story of Jupiter fathering children with human women.

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I loved the book and I knew those stories.

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At the age of forty, he was not satisfied with his life at all.

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The only good thing he was good at was reading.

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I learned Hebrew and Greek myself.

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I understood the scriptures well and became rich.

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Things to be honored in the temple.

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Wisdom and money.

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But I was not welcome in the temple.

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God forbids this for adulterers.

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Selling women, drinking excessively,

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I was playing dice; Few people saw my face.

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People say I live a low life.

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But I've always admired evil.

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If you love bread, you should chew it.

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If you want a virgin girlfriend,

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You have to deflower him to enjoy him.

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He had all the vices,

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Less cravings.

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She suffered a lot because of him.

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I've seen a lot. I sold a lot.

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The new ones who offered it to me out of respect,

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They did not know that he had rejected them because of the misfortunes they had suffered.

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He hid them like a leper hides his illness.

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Most men have sex like animals.

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In my case, the ones I carried in my bag were of good quality.

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Some were looking for the strongest men.

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Women are more tempting.

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He was looking for the most deviant of them.

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The most talented.

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Susanna, for example.

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I don't know if she's better as a comedian or a prostitute.

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He had talent for both.

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Wealthy clients want the best, and that's what you gave them.

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The second time I heard from him was at a party.

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Where she took Susanna and the other girls.

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To Herod, a perverted pig who slept with his stepdaughter.

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But I wasn't judging him.

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Although it had a thousand defects,

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She always courted those who paid well.

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He had a prophet in the cage, and he announced the coming of the Savior.

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He started screaming while looking at me.

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People's arrogance is ridiculous.

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For a moment, I thought he was referring to me.

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I thought it was Christ.

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Then he began to chatter, saying that the Savior was from Nazareth

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He had just been baptized.

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I said to myself: "What a pigsty in Nazareth! It's a settlement full of annoying children and goats."

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And the Savior he spoke of did not save him.

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That was a great end to the party.

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The heart of the child that was

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It was getting darker with each passing day.

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I dreamed of change, but I didn't know what kind of change.

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He arrived one morning already drunk.

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My mother gave birth to Magdalena a year before I was born.

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She didn't know her father either.

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She was born in the brothel where she worked.

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My sister told me about him for the third time.

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She was caught committing adultery with a Romanian man

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He wanted her only for himself

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He paid in advance for six months.

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The praetorian's wife arrived unexpectedly from Rome.

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Instead of going after her husband, she wanted Magdalena stoned to death.

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My sister told me that he saved her from death,

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To order them to throw stones only at those who are without sin.

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Then I saw him.

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Magdalena thought he had come to receive a reward

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Because he saved his life.

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I, Judas Iscariot, who was brought to Jerusalem,

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Son of an unknown father,

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Born and raised in a place full of sin,

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On that day I was born again.

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That smile was a trap. You controlled me forever.

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I wondered if Magdalena knew

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I saw her leaving at dawn.

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She was the only one allowed to leave the brothel without asking permission.

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I realized almost immediately that I would never leave him.

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Because I saw love for the first time in my life in his eyes.

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“Leave everything and follow me!”

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This is what he told me.

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Nothing else.

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I didn't think I could do it.

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No one really knows.

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It was said that he performed miracles,

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But I didn't believe it.

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But what happened to me was a real miracle.

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“Leave everything and follow me!”

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With just a few words, he turned a parasite into a philanthropist.

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It was impossible for them to understand that he was obligated to fulfill their invitation.

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But what did Jesus want from me?

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What did he want from us?

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He was different from the charlatans he saw everywhere.

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Not a day goes by without someone claiming to be crazy...

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Who is the prophet or the Messiah?

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But he didn't talk nonsense, and he wasn't upset.

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They show no signs of the end of the world.

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He could read everyone's minds without being an imposter.

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First and foremost, he was not asking for money, like scammers who claim false miracles.

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A lot of people can do amazing things here.

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Anyone can do this.

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Charlatans, witches, and wizards, they all work miracles.

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I was not interested in these miracles.

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I didn't believe in them.

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But he did things that were simply unheard of.

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That was the miracle.

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I have not seen him walk on water and turn water into wine.

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Doubling the loaves or whatever he was said to have done.

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I saw him as being able to empathize,

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Able to find beauty where no one else can see it.

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You can buy the mafia's receivables with wonders.

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But with mercy you can overcome it.

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In just a few months he became a much-loved king.

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He was loved and respected. Everyone wanted to be near him.

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To touch it, to enjoy it.

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One night he decided to choose 12 men

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To be by his side always.

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Fishermen, beggars, thieves, the sick,

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The clients of the brothel, whom I recognized immediately.

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Even the last.

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This diverse group of young and old,

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These outcasts and scum, both healthy and sick.

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They breathed a wonderful air of freedom.

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It was a turn of events.

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Until then, religion was confined to the hands of a few.

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I used to think that only the rich or powerful enjoyed God's favor.

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We felt that heaven was open to everyone.

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Even sinners.

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I was the last one chosen.

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They had every right to doubt me.

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I was a criminal, a corpse dealer,

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A man full of vices, a liar, a gambler, a drunkard.

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People knew who I was.

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Some of them were clients of the brothel. Why me?

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That was the beginning of a long relationship.

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We walked together for three years, day and night.

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In the cold, under the sun, often without food,

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Always without a ceiling.

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Neither of us knew what we would do or say the next day.

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Do not exceed an hour.

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We didn't know what to eat, or where to sleep.

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We learned how to prepare and assemble shops,

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The beetle quickly opens or closes its wings.

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Evenings around the fire,

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Along with the hungry and cold comrades,

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Its value exceeds the value of all false religions

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It is recited by the temple priests.

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For the first time in my life, I felt like I had a family.

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I had 11 brothers and sisters, each one different from the other.

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But there is one thing that brought us together.

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Like Jesus, we were all Jews, and we were all circumcised.

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He and I and the others, we were all of the same blood.

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My brothers are so handsome!

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Peter made us feel protected.

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He was the only one armed.

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Before Jesus took him, he was a fisherman.

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He could not read or write,

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But he said the teacher called him his right-hand man.

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Although he was conceited, he was a good man.

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John is a handsome young man, and the girls are smiling.

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He doesn't know much about life, but he thinks he understands everything.

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Having Jesus always by his side does not help him grow.

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Perhaps he thinks he is the most likely candidate.

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We lose sight of what the teacher preaches

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The most important thing is to be humble.

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I envy him with all my heart.

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The beauty of other men has always pissed me off.

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Matthew has a papyrus scroll on which he is always writing something.

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They always ask what words Jesus uses.

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Write down even the smallest things.

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They always analyze everything, like the moneylenders I used to work with.

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If I were asked to say who my favorite brother is,

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I say Bartholomew, because he doesn't talk much.

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I never heard him say anything bad.

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He never criticized others, nor complained about anything.

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never. He has no complaints.

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Even if we sleep in the rain or on an empty stomach.

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Jacob is my close friend.

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He can't see, but he listens intently, and that's what's important.

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In relation to Jesus.

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Listen to him.

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Andrei didn't seem to understand anything, as if he was with us by chance.

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He is always sad.

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I think he's broken by his brother Peter's arrogance.

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I don't know much about others, but I care about them.

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You can't help but love Thomas.

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He is disabled, I don't know if it was from birth...or if he had an accident.

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Sometimes you can't keep up.

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I don't stay with that talkative Philip for long.

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I never liked sitting down to chat.

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Simeon is always optimistic.

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Maybe because he is not of sound mind.

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Yes, it's strange. But who isn't?

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The last two are Taddeo and Matthias, the artists.

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Mattia is always singing or whistling.

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I don't remember ever hearing him speak.

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But I would have recognized his music from afar.

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Thaddeus, on the other hand, draws whenever he gets the chance.

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Then there are religious women.

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All the fugitives pursue us as long as possible

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And sometimes they leave us to go somewhere else.

256
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A people on the move,

257
00:31:30,250 --> 00:31:34,834
Who lives on the few donations of those who obey the master.

258
00:31:34,918 --> 00:31:40,000
Hungry but convinced that we can change the world.

259
00:31:41,209 --> 00:31:44,834
We all believed that this child was the Son of God.

260
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Savior of the world, Christ.

261
00:31:52,751 --> 00:31:57,375
It made me think about the difference between what he said

262
00:31:57,459 --> 00:32:00,042
And what those who were listening understood.

263
00:32:00,125 --> 00:32:04,334
It was not easy for illiterate people to understand its precise meanings.

264
00:32:08,334 --> 00:32:11,083
That's why I considered myself the best.

265
00:32:11,167 --> 00:32:14,667
A victim of stupid arrogance that never leaves us.

266
00:32:14,751 --> 00:32:18,083
She was very happy to be the only student studying.

267
00:32:19,626 --> 00:32:22,459
Matthew also studied arithmetic.

268
00:32:22,542 --> 00:32:25,834
He was good at mathematics, but writing was unknown to him.

269
00:32:26,334 --> 00:32:29,501
But, of all people,

270
00:32:30,125 --> 00:32:33,167
He chose me to keep the money.

271
00:32:34,584 --> 00:32:36,459
Why me?

272
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:39,417
Matthew was perfect for that.

273
00:32:45,417 --> 00:32:48,626
In his speeches he showed that he despised money.

274
00:32:48,709 --> 00:32:53,083
He said that money is the main thing on the path to heaven.

275
00:32:53,167 --> 00:32:56,834
I gave up my wealth so that I would no longer sin.

276
00:32:57,999 --> 00:33:00,626
I knew this wasn't fair.

277
00:33:00,709 --> 00:33:03,542
He left behind a huge fortune.

278
00:33:03,626 --> 00:33:07,125
Now he was wearing rags and eating moldy bread

279
00:33:07,209 --> 00:33:11,459
He was almost barefoot, but he was afraid to carry four pennies.

280
00:33:12,709 --> 00:33:14,334
I was afraid myself.

281
00:33:32,999 --> 00:33:35,792
I was surprised by the sound of my laughter.

282
00:33:35,876 --> 00:33:39,334
Then I realized that I had never laughed before.

283
00:33:53,417 --> 00:33:55,709
He invited a nobleman to dinner.

284
00:33:55,792 --> 00:33:57,959
But she was in a miserable state

285
00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:02,334
We felt ashamed to enter his house almost naked.

286
00:34:02,417 --> 00:34:04,959
His servants had more beautiful dresses than ours.

287
00:34:06,167 --> 00:34:08,999
I understood why he gave me the bag.

288
00:34:09,042 --> 00:34:11,000
I didn't want us to feel bad.

289
00:34:31,584 --> 00:34:33,417
I started taking care of them.

290
00:34:33,501 --> 00:34:36,292
If they needed something, it was my job to get it for them.

291
00:35:23,417 --> 00:35:26,626
The rich man was surprised that he ate so little.

292
00:35:43,709 --> 00:35:45,709
Family wasn't just limited to us.

293
00:35:46,542 --> 00:35:48,334
He was much older.

294
00:35:57,626 --> 00:35:59,000
After they entrusted me with the money,

295
00:35:59,083 --> 00:36:02,292
That dinner made me feel closer to him.

296
00:36:02,667 --> 00:36:03,918
His partner.

297
00:36:03,999 --> 00:36:06,459
He was like the mother and father of the family,

298
00:36:07,209 --> 00:36:09,417
She had children to feed and take care of.

299
00:36:26,876 --> 00:36:30,250
From that moment on, our relationship became a silent dialogue.

300
00:36:30,334 --> 00:36:31,959
But it is full of doubts.

301
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:34,417
Unfortunately, I did not receive confirmation.

302
00:36:34,501 --> 00:36:36,918
The way we interpret His will.

303
00:36:37,375 --> 00:36:40,542
Everything he said, except the direct meaning,

304
00:36:40,626 --> 00:36:45,792
I had a secret, I thought it was only mine.

305
00:36:46,417 --> 00:36:50,209
I was looking for it even in the simplest sentences.

306
00:37:16,834 --> 00:37:20,792
There were days when I used to walk from dawn to dusk without stopping,

307
00:37:21,167 --> 00:37:24,876
But when we were camping, we were a happy community.

308
00:37:24,959 --> 00:37:26,999
Free and awesome.

309
00:38:07,709 --> 00:38:12,542
We shared everything and there was no room for envy between us.

310
00:38:18,417 --> 00:38:20,125
Chickpeas cooked with garlic

311
00:38:20,209 --> 00:38:23,167
Bodies smell bad after the hard day.

312
00:38:24,000 --> 00:38:27,042
He was not the ideal example of a New World pioneer.

313
00:38:28,584 --> 00:38:31,083
He heralds something scandalous,

314
00:38:31,167 --> 00:38:34,292
So that women are on equal footing with men.

315
00:38:41,999 --> 00:38:45,459
Tired, dirty, hungry, thirsty.

316
00:38:45,918 --> 00:38:49,042
But we often danced happily into the night.

317
00:38:49,125 --> 00:38:51,834
It may seem strange, but we were happy.

318
00:39:00,542 --> 00:39:04,626
Seeing him with peace of mind filled our hearts with joy.

319
00:39:04,709 --> 00:39:07,959
He was a natural leader, but without one who imposed control.

320
00:39:08,000 --> 00:39:10,125
There were no hierarchies between us,

321
00:39:10,209 --> 00:39:12,834
Especially between men and women.

322
00:39:19,667 --> 00:39:22,209
This is specifically related to the alienation of fanatics.

323
00:39:22,292 --> 00:39:25,876
Our first enemies led us to this equality.

324
00:39:26,667 --> 00:39:29,459
The temple leaders weren't the only ones who hated us;

325
00:39:29,542 --> 00:39:31,959
But the Romans began to fear us.

326
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:36,250
The absence of authority, which did not mean chaos, quite the opposite.

327
00:39:36,334 --> 00:39:39,709
We turned this into a collection that is both fun and organized.

328
00:39:39,792 --> 00:39:41,334
He hated authority,

329
00:39:41,417 --> 00:39:44,626
But he did not destroy it with violence.

330
00:39:44,709 --> 00:39:47,292
We were not slaves to the rules of the world.

331
00:39:47,375 --> 00:39:49,999
We wanted to eliminate injustice in the world,

332
00:39:50,042 --> 00:39:53,501
But our rhetoric about equality was disturbing.

333
00:39:58,292 --> 00:40:00,751
Jesus did not care about the opposite sex.

334
00:40:00,834 --> 00:40:05,417
And now, in addition to withering prostitutes or fishermen's widows,

335
00:40:05,501 --> 00:40:08,542
There were beautiful women like Magdalena among us.

336
00:40:09,375 --> 00:40:12,999
Everyone was serving him, ready to fulfill his every desire.

337
00:40:13,042 --> 00:40:16,417
But he gently persuaded them to surrender.

338
00:40:16,501 --> 00:40:20,209
She ruled them all in the same way as the most obedient women.

339
00:40:20,292 --> 00:40:22,417
And the most beautiful girl.

340
00:40:24,918 --> 00:40:28,042
No one, except the two of us,

341
00:40:28,125 --> 00:40:30,792
He did not give up the pleasures of the flesh.

342
00:40:31,834 --> 00:40:36,000
In those moments I felt closer to his brother than anyone else.

343
00:40:36,125 --> 00:40:39,083
We were almost twins, the only pure twins.

344
00:40:40,083 --> 00:40:46,042
When I went to pray, I felt cursed again.

345
00:40:46,125 --> 00:40:49,292
He was telling us that no one is free from sin.

346
00:40:49,375 --> 00:40:53,167
I had my own drink, and I drank until I almost died.

347
00:40:54,876 --> 00:40:57,375
I get my wages from the hunger of others,

348
00:40:57,459 --> 00:41:00,918
With my brothers' money.

349
00:41:01,292 --> 00:41:07,709
The rain was purchased secretly, with money from the public treasury.

350
00:41:20,584 --> 00:41:24,542
That day he felt out of his natural environment; Something has happened.

351
00:41:30,459 --> 00:41:33,999
He said that if we think we can fool him, we are mistaken.

352
00:41:34,334 --> 00:41:39,042
He knew everything about us. We asked who we thought he was.

353
00:41:40,375 --> 00:41:42,042
Who did he think he was?

354
00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:48,918
There was a response, but no one said a word.

355
00:41:51,834 --> 00:41:55,918
Peter had the courage to say what we were all thinking.

356
00:41:55,999 --> 00:41:58,417
For us he was Christ,

357
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:03,375
The Son of God, but He was God Himself.

358
00:42:05,584 --> 00:42:11,292
He appointed him as his successor because he was going to die soon.

359
00:42:13,999 --> 00:42:18,501
How could he die? Not possible. He wasn't supposed to die!

360
00:42:18,584 --> 00:42:23,125
He responded to our protests in a way I had never seen before.

361
00:42:23,209 --> 00:42:25,375
He turned to us, let us leave him in peace.

362
00:42:25,459 --> 00:42:28,626
We were stupid, damn it.

363
00:42:28,709 --> 00:42:30,125
Demons!

364
00:42:30,209 --> 00:42:32,834
That's what he told Peter and the others.

365
00:42:32,918 --> 00:42:35,417
He described us as devils!

366
00:42:36,417 --> 00:42:42,542
Obviously this made us all sad, but it filled me with joy.

367
00:42:42,626 --> 00:42:45,250
the curse! Peter and the others.

368
00:42:45,334 --> 00:42:47,999
They were demons too, not just me.

369
00:42:57,083 --> 00:42:59,250
Then I got bad news.

370
00:42:59,334 --> 00:43:01,209
His father was very sick.

371
00:43:01,292 --> 00:43:03,584
We wanted to visit him and get to know him.

372
00:43:03,667 --> 00:43:08,876
In his village they laughed when he said he was old Jose's son.

373
00:43:08,959 --> 00:43:13,334
It was rumored that the old man did not touch Maria.

374
00:43:13,417 --> 00:43:15,083
And he wasn't the father.

375
00:43:15,209 --> 00:43:18,501
It was also said that his mother did not tell the truth.

376
00:43:18,584 --> 00:43:21,250
I didn't even mention that.

377
00:43:21,334 --> 00:43:23,792
I admit, this has always made me think

378
00:43:23,876 --> 00:43:26,918
The idea that he immigrated to preach.

379
00:43:26,999 --> 00:43:32,000
A man who leaves his parents seems strange.

380
00:43:34,918 --> 00:43:39,042
Youssef was over 100 years old and had not been able to walk for several months.

381
00:43:42,459 --> 00:43:43,751
But...

382
00:44:00,999 --> 00:44:05,167
Poor, quiet, secretive people.

383
00:44:10,709 --> 00:44:15,959
My mother seemed to know secrets she couldn't reveal.

384
00:44:29,792 --> 00:44:32,292
I don't know how I mustered up the courage to ask him

385
00:44:32,918 --> 00:44:35,250
If Jesus is truly the Christ.

386
00:44:35,792 --> 00:44:39,417
He told me he never asked her, ever.

387
00:44:40,083 --> 00:44:44,626
I insisted that I had been with her for 30 years.

388
00:44:45,709 --> 00:44:49,709
He told me that during that time, I was just his son.

389
00:45:23,250 --> 00:45:26,542
Joseph died that night.

390
00:45:30,209 --> 00:45:32,334
Wait until she died.

391
00:46:45,209 --> 00:46:48,876
Of all the prayers I've said over the years,

392
00:46:49,501 --> 00:46:52,250
His father was the cutest.

393
00:46:53,667 --> 00:46:56,125
He told us that his father was a humble man,

394
00:46:56,209 --> 00:46:59,959
A craftsman who has the courage to challenge rumours.

395
00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:03,250
To challenge men's opinions, to welcome her mother,

396
00:47:03,334 --> 00:47:05,999
She has her own child, but she's already pregnant.

397
00:47:06,042 --> 00:47:09,375
He told us that his father and mother had been exiled,

398
00:47:09,459 --> 00:47:13,209
Who have suffered the torment of not being welcomed in a foreign country,

399
00:47:13,626 --> 00:47:16,542
Without knowing what they will eat when they arrive,

400
00:47:16,626 --> 00:47:19,125
Where they will live, and how they will make a living.

401
00:47:19,209 --> 00:47:21,792
He told us that Jose spoke very little,

402
00:47:21,876 --> 00:47:24,834
Because he considered his hands more important than his mouth.

403
00:47:24,918 --> 00:47:27,751
He told us that Joseph would become immortal

404
00:47:27,834 --> 00:47:32,417
A symbol of people who travel the world without leaving a trace.

405
00:47:32,501 --> 00:47:37,042
An example of those who work discreetly and humbly.

406
00:47:37,125 --> 00:47:40,751
He told us that Jose was a great life teacher,

407
00:47:40,834 --> 00:47:44,459
A life lived with self-sacrifice every day.

408
00:47:44,542 --> 00:47:47,667
Tell us that the word of God is not from God,

409
00:47:47,751 --> 00:47:49,125
Because they are just words.

410
00:47:49,209 --> 00:47:51,167
God has nothing but silence.

411
00:47:51,250 --> 00:47:54,501
Jose was a symbol of that silence.

412
00:47:54,584 --> 00:47:57,417
He said that Jose, although he did not talk much,

413
00:47:57,501 --> 00:47:59,209
I taught him everything.

414
00:47:59,334 --> 00:48:02,999
His father had accepted a better plan than his.

415
00:48:03,042 --> 00:48:04,751
Which is something I didn't know at all.

416
00:48:04,834 --> 00:48:06,209
He concluded his speech with the words...

417
00:48:14,584 --> 00:48:17,501
“Farewell, Joseph, full of grace!”

418
00:48:17,584 --> 00:48:20,959
“The Lord is with you, blessed are you among men.”

419
00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:24,250
“Pray for me until the hour of my death approaches.”

420
00:48:27,042 --> 00:48:34,417
I, who never had a father, cried.

421
00:48:35,083 --> 00:48:38,042
I cried a cry I had never cried before.

422
00:48:55,542 --> 00:48:59,375
In just a few hours, he spoke twice about death.

423
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:03,584
Since then, he has been doing it more and more.

424
00:49:20,876 --> 00:49:23,292
You taught us that people have to find themselves

425
00:49:23,375 --> 00:49:27,417
In the innocence of children, let us learn from their innocence.

426
00:49:27,959 --> 00:49:29,709
But what innocence?

427
00:49:29,792 --> 00:49:34,709
They also set fire to a spider for fun.

428
00:49:38,375 --> 00:49:41,459
The power of evil is still alive.

429
00:49:44,167 --> 00:49:46,709
The power of evil lies within us.

430
00:50:01,292 --> 00:50:03,459
The teacher could have warned me.

431
00:50:03,542 --> 00:50:06,083
I believed in him, but I hated him sometimes.

432
00:50:06,167 --> 00:50:09,292
Is it possible to believe in a man and hate him at the same time?

433
00:50:09,459 --> 00:50:11,167
The power of evil.

434
00:50:11,250 --> 00:50:13,292
What delicate creatures we are!

435
00:50:13,375 --> 00:50:16,542
He ended up laughing at me, and hating them all.

436
00:50:16,626 --> 00:50:18,125
Even Jesus.

437
00:50:18,209 --> 00:50:21,459
How could he find pleasure in the company of those on death row?

438
00:50:21,542 --> 00:50:24,334
He spoke in parables that were difficult even for me,

439
00:50:24,417 --> 00:50:25,417
Who was holding a card.

440
00:50:25,501 --> 00:50:28,999
The others listened in rapture, pretending to understand.

441
00:50:29,042 --> 00:50:33,125
I saw the way she was looking at him, unaware of what she was hearing.

442
00:50:33,209 --> 00:50:36,459
“Why don't you speak clearly?” I wish I could scream that.

443
00:50:36,542 --> 00:50:38,918
What does "I am at the sheep's gate" mean?

444
00:50:38,999 --> 00:50:42,125
What does “unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man” mean?

445
00:50:42,209 --> 00:50:43,584
“Won't you have a life?”

446
00:50:43,667 --> 00:50:45,959
I didn't understand it, and these beggars didn't understand it either!

447
00:50:46,000 --> 00:50:49,834
The forces of evil filled me with disgusting pride.

448
00:50:49,918 --> 00:50:51,459
I felt superior.

449
00:50:51,542 --> 00:50:53,959
The power of evil made me doubt him.

450
00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:55,918
who believed in universal love,

451
00:50:55,999 --> 00:50:59,501
In love with all creatures for the sake of other creatures.

452
00:50:59,584 --> 00:51:02,959
No, you can love two or three people, maybe even ten.

453
00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:06,083
But if someone told me he loved all of Jerusalem,

454
00:51:06,167 --> 00:51:10,375
The entire Kingdom of Israel or the entire world is not love.

455
00:51:10,459 --> 00:51:12,125
They are just empty words.

456
00:51:12,209 --> 00:51:15,083
We are born to love only a few people.

457
00:51:15,167 --> 00:51:16,999
We hate others.

458
00:51:17,626 --> 00:51:21,125
The power of evil drives the world.

459
00:51:26,792 --> 00:51:31,709
There have always been preachers of various kinds in Palestine.

460
00:51:31,792 --> 00:51:34,292
After three years of negotiations,

461
00:51:34,375 --> 00:51:36,876
I met some of them in a remote place.

462
00:51:36,959 --> 00:51:42,542
They looked like us, but they were clean and fragrant.

463
00:51:45,042 --> 00:51:49,751
Susanna's look was a mirror of my decline.

464
00:51:50,709 --> 00:51:54,000
Everything in the world exists because of its opposite.

465
00:51:54,083 --> 00:51:55,667
Darkness and light,

466
00:51:55,918 --> 00:51:58,209
My twin brother died while I was alive.

467
00:51:58,292 --> 00:51:59,999
The rich and the poor.

468
00:52:03,000 --> 00:52:05,209
I was afraid of becoming a devil.

469
00:52:05,792 --> 00:52:08,083
I expected Jesus to be God.

470
00:52:11,542 --> 00:52:13,459
We feel ashamed on his behalf.

471
00:52:32,918 --> 00:52:36,959
His wife accused him of leaving her with the children.

472
00:52:37,250 --> 00:52:40,334
Philip was trying to explain what we were doing.

473
00:52:40,417 --> 00:52:45,375
It was no use having women among us with uncovered and bare heads.

474
00:52:45,459 --> 00:52:48,083
The women could see what they had done.

475
00:52:52,459 --> 00:52:54,959
Jesus convinced Philip to return home.

476
00:52:55,000 --> 00:52:58,167
He said he would be gone for a while anyway.

477
00:53:01,083 --> 00:53:03,751
That was the last time she smiled.

478
00:53:11,918 --> 00:53:15,083
He was left isolated without food or water.

479
00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:19,000
I couldn't get close to him no matter what I did.

480
00:53:19,083 --> 00:53:23,375
We were afraid that he would die, that he would commit suicide.

481
00:53:24,000 --> 00:53:26,000
We took turns watching him.

482
00:53:26,083 --> 00:53:29,542
We are ready to intervene if anything inappropriate happens.

483
00:53:47,334 --> 00:53:49,876
He came back 40 days later.

484
00:53:51,375 --> 00:53:55,417
Death was evident on his face. death.

485
00:53:56,501 --> 00:53:59,501
The one she was talking about more and more.

486
00:54:00,125 --> 00:54:03,751
He told us it was imminent and that we must prepare.

487
00:54:04,501 --> 00:54:05,959
death.

488
00:54:06,000 --> 00:54:10,876
In her eyes, as she looked at me again after a long time,

489
00:54:10,959 --> 00:54:13,876
I read a silent prayer.

490
00:54:14,250 --> 00:54:15,501
death.

491
00:54:15,584 --> 00:54:19,083
Maybe he wanted to help him commit suicide.

492
00:54:19,167 --> 00:54:23,876
It was my destiny to offer him either a weapon or poison.

493
00:54:24,834 --> 00:54:27,501
He issued what he called the "final ruling."

494
00:54:27,584 --> 00:54:31,167
Evangelization in the City of God, in the heart of the world.

495
00:54:31,667 --> 00:54:33,042
How sad!

496
00:54:33,542 --> 00:54:35,626
Easter is approaching

497
00:54:35,709 --> 00:54:38,459
When he entered Jerusalem on his donkey.

498
00:54:39,292 --> 00:54:42,501
But the matter was not limited to the peasants of Galilee only.

499
00:54:42,584 --> 00:54:44,501
There was a lot of hate.

500
00:54:44,584 --> 00:54:49,209
How could the Son of God be such an unprepared man?

501
00:54:49,292 --> 00:54:51,459
After three years of sacrifice,

502
00:54:51,542 --> 00:54:55,542
All we could offer him was a costume party.

503
00:54:55,626 --> 00:54:58,667
I was afraid. What will I do?

504
00:54:58,792 --> 00:55:03,292
I felt the displeasure of the priests who were watching us greedily.

505
00:55:05,209 --> 00:55:06,501
He has changed.

506
00:55:06,584 --> 00:55:09,834
He no longer preached gently, but became aggressive.

507
00:55:09,918 --> 00:55:12,083
It was as if he wanted to challenge the danger.

508
00:55:13,334 --> 00:55:15,250
He declared war.

509
00:55:17,584 --> 00:55:19,709
He always said, "Turn the other cheek."

510
00:55:19,792 --> 00:55:23,792
But now he has become violent. What contradictions!

511
00:55:23,876 --> 00:55:29,375
He didn't want to see his father's house turned into a den of thieves.

512
00:55:30,999 --> 00:55:33,292
The number of enemies increased.

513
00:55:33,375 --> 00:55:35,751
He turned from a prophet into a threat.

514
00:55:48,792 --> 00:55:54,375
The hatred against him and against us has increased tremendously.

515
00:55:55,334 --> 00:55:56,876
Hurray.

516
00:55:58,584 --> 00:56:01,125
The dream of freedom has been shattered.

517
00:56:01,209 --> 00:56:04,250
We were accused of causing a riot.

518
00:56:04,334 --> 00:56:08,876
We were forced to hide, and change our place of preaching daily.

519
00:56:08,959 --> 00:56:12,167
We didn't leave until dawn. It was not clear where we were going.

520
00:56:13,292 --> 00:56:15,042
Everything happened so quickly.

521
00:56:15,167 --> 00:56:18,792
We were in love, and after how many weeks we were caught?

522
00:56:28,751 --> 00:56:33,125
The priest promised me that I would be received at the temple.

523
00:56:34,250 --> 00:56:36,042
They would forgive me for my past,

524
00:56:36,125 --> 00:56:39,959
If we told them which one of us is Jesus.

525
00:56:40,000 --> 00:56:43,000
In the dark, we all looked the same to him.

526
00:56:43,083 --> 00:56:44,626
I told him it was me.

527
00:57:20,501 --> 00:57:24,209
There was no way back, despite the pain.

528
00:57:24,292 --> 00:57:25,918
We were going faster and faster.

529
00:57:40,042 --> 00:57:43,667
My leg was hurting so much, I wanted to bandage it.

530
00:57:44,667 --> 00:57:46,751
Precious ointment!

531
00:57:47,751 --> 00:57:49,125
It was a gift from a perfumer.

532
00:57:49,209 --> 00:57:51,751
No one supported this waste.

533
00:57:51,834 --> 00:57:53,959
I expected Magdalena to be more affectionate with me.

534
00:57:54,000 --> 00:57:56,250
I was very disappointed.

535
00:57:56,334 --> 00:57:58,417
As for him, how hypocritical he is...

536
00:57:58,501 --> 00:58:00,292
He calls for giving everything to the poor,

537
00:58:00,375 --> 00:58:03,999
Then he lavishly used perfume worth 25 silver dinars.

538
00:58:04,042 --> 00:58:06,167
That was the equivalent of a year's salary as a worker.

539
00:58:06,250 --> 00:58:09,542
A special type of bitter from India.

540
00:58:09,626 --> 00:58:13,876
He could smell her scent among the brothel's wealthiest customers.

541
00:58:13,959 --> 00:58:16,792
The synagogue smelled of incense.

542
00:58:16,876 --> 00:58:21,709
It was impossible to ignore the smell and their faces.

543
00:58:21,792 --> 00:58:24,542
I was drunk with love for him,

544
00:58:24,626 --> 00:58:26,876
He had never been involved with a woman before.

545
00:58:26,959 --> 00:58:31,042
Now it's one step closer.

546
00:58:31,125 --> 00:58:35,584
The evil force inside me turned his love into jealousy.

547
00:58:37,542 --> 00:58:41,626
The wound was painful, but my sister was not worried about me.

548
00:58:41,709 --> 00:58:43,250
To give from El...

549
00:58:46,375 --> 00:58:50,375
He had planned from the beginning to give me the money,

550
00:58:50,459 --> 00:58:53,417
Although I didn't know how to explain it.

551
00:58:53,501 --> 00:58:56,000
I felt like the focus was on the money

552
00:58:56,083 --> 00:59:00,918
It would bring bad thoughts into my mind, and I would break down.

553
00:59:10,042 --> 00:59:14,999
In a game of dice, if you do not bet a large amount, you will only win a small amount.

554
00:59:15,042 --> 00:59:16,959
I felt it and wanted to win big.

555
00:59:17,000 --> 00:59:19,501
He wanted to restore the brothel's fortunes

556
00:59:19,584 --> 00:59:22,083
He wasted it because of his stupidity.

557
00:59:24,042 --> 00:59:26,876
I wanted to go back to my old life,

558
00:59:26,959 --> 00:59:30,083
My real life, so I gambled all my money.

559
00:59:30,667 --> 00:59:32,834
Even when I didn't have to bet.

560
00:59:35,999 --> 00:59:40,250
I lost everything. I borrowed a lot of money.

561
00:59:44,209 --> 00:59:48,751
Is it possible for a person to truly know himself?

562
00:59:48,834 --> 00:59:51,042
To be respected?

563
00:59:51,709 --> 00:59:53,209
I hated myself.

564
00:59:53,584 --> 00:59:56,000
I wanted to disappear.

565
01:00:19,292 --> 01:00:22,292
After spending a long time in a state of delirium, I don't know how long

566
01:00:22,375 --> 01:00:24,375
They came to get me.

567
01:00:24,459 --> 01:00:28,417
Jacob told me this in my absence.

568
01:00:28,501 --> 01:00:31,125
Jesus brought a man named Lazarus back to life.

569
01:00:31,209 --> 01:00:32,709
I can't believe it!

570
01:00:32,792 --> 01:00:37,834
It is easy to say that He rose from the dead, when it would have happened anyway.

571
01:00:37,918 --> 01:00:41,250
The person who is resurrected is actually a man who is not completely dead.

572
01:00:41,334 --> 01:00:44,209
I have seen lameness healed.

573
01:00:44,292 --> 01:00:48,709
The point was that they would get used to getting rid of their crutches.

574
01:00:48,792 --> 01:00:50,999
Jacob the blind man.

575
01:00:51,792 --> 01:00:55,876
What kind of reliable witness was he?

576
01:00:55,959 --> 01:01:00,792
Why didn't Jesus heal him? The teacher sent him.

577
01:01:00,876 --> 01:01:04,334
I wanted to celebrate Easter together.

578
01:01:04,417 --> 01:01:09,999
One last dinner brought them together, after which he was sure he would die.

579
01:01:10,209 --> 01:01:11,292
He said.

580
01:01:28,042 --> 01:01:30,375
Gambling debts must be paid off.

581
01:01:52,667 --> 01:01:56,792
I couldn't enter the temple when I was rich and dressed nicely.

582
01:01:57,501 --> 01:02:00,542
Fate would have it happen when he was poor.

583
01:02:19,083 --> 01:02:21,209
The High Priest wasted no time.

584
01:02:21,292 --> 01:02:24,584
Jesus was dangerous; It had to be stopped.

585
01:02:32,292 --> 01:02:35,501
Caiaphas promised that they would not harm him.

586
01:02:35,584 --> 01:02:40,125
They wanted to arrest him without his disciples noticing.

587
01:02:40,209 --> 01:02:42,501
I had to tell him where they could find him.

588
01:02:44,250 --> 01:02:48,292
He added: "Whatever you have to do, do it fast!"

589
01:02:51,834 --> 01:02:55,292
I wasn't just going to get out of debt;

590
01:02:55,375 --> 01:02:57,709
But I had to receive, and I prayed until I was satisfied.

591
01:03:14,999 --> 01:03:18,792
He shouted at me saying that if I didn't pay my debts,

592
01:03:18,876 --> 01:03:20,292
I risk my life.

593
01:03:34,125 --> 01:03:37,501
What a miserable party! It was all my fault.

594
01:03:38,501 --> 01:03:43,292
They should have eaten, but I starved them to death.

595
01:03:46,375 --> 01:03:49,292
We've changed a lot over the years.

596
01:03:49,375 --> 01:03:51,876
We were getting very old.

597
01:03:52,417 --> 01:03:55,959
He wanted to wash our feet. Why did he do that?

598
01:03:58,584 --> 01:04:00,959
As usual, I was the last to arrive.

599
01:04:01,000 --> 01:04:05,626
When the water reached me, it was already dirty.

600
01:04:05,792 --> 01:04:09,709
And I felt miserable, like water.

601
01:04:11,209 --> 01:04:16,083
No one understood Jesus. Especially that night.

602
01:04:17,167 --> 01:04:18,999
Why do we wash our feet?

603
01:04:21,959 --> 01:04:24,626
“They are tears of joy,” he said.

604
01:04:24,709 --> 01:04:28,083
How can someone who cries from despair be happy?

605
01:04:28,167 --> 01:04:29,999
I felt guilty.

606
01:04:30,042 --> 01:04:33,584
It was as if I was the reason she was crying.

607
01:04:35,751 --> 01:04:38,626
I shared a loaf of bread and some wine.

608
01:04:39,292 --> 01:04:41,167
He gave a eulogy,

609
01:04:41,250 --> 01:04:43,834
Tell us what we should do in his memory.

610
01:04:43,918 --> 01:04:46,667
Her words were filled with pain.

611
01:04:48,834 --> 01:04:53,751
Three years later, he spoke to me again.

612
01:04:53,834 --> 01:04:57,959
He told me to go and get the thirty gold coins.

613
01:04:58,000 --> 01:05:02,209
Thirty coins? Did you know I was losing at games?

614
01:05:02,292 --> 01:05:04,667
Did I know I was risking my life due to debt?

615
01:05:04,751 --> 01:05:07,501
Did he think he could get it back? I didn't understand.

616
01:05:07,584 --> 01:05:11,709
But whatever my needs were, I felt I had to do them.

617
01:05:11,792 --> 01:05:14,792
Others cannot be trusted.

618
01:05:14,876 --> 01:05:16,209
He added...

619
01:05:22,000 --> 01:05:25,000
“Whatever you have to do, do it quickly!”

620
01:05:25,584 --> 01:05:27,167
Caiaphas' words.

621
01:05:28,083 --> 01:05:30,999
I no longer had any doubts, I had to act.

622
01:05:31,042 --> 01:05:33,542
And I understood that. He wanted to protect me.

623
01:05:33,626 --> 01:05:35,834
He was going to get rid of his debts.

624
01:05:35,918 --> 01:05:38,709
He wanted them to catch him before it was too late.

625
01:05:38,792 --> 01:05:40,751
Before they killed him.

626
01:05:40,834 --> 01:05:43,459
Of course, it would be better for him to be in prison than dead.

627
01:05:43,542 --> 01:05:45,501
The pregnancy I was having scared me.

628
01:05:45,584 --> 01:05:47,959
But my chest swells with glory.

629
01:05:48,000 --> 01:05:51,667
He would betray him just as Adam betrayed the Lord from heaven.

630
01:05:51,751 --> 01:05:54,876
Or Cain, when he killed his brother.

631
01:05:55,375 --> 01:05:57,584
I was tainted by a deep feeling of guilt.

632
01:05:57,667 --> 01:05:59,125
But we were making history.

633
01:06:20,709 --> 01:06:22,209
30.

634
01:06:22,751 --> 01:06:25,876
I wasn't ready to believe the unbelievable.

635
01:06:25,959 --> 01:06:27,334
Maybe it was an accident,

636
01:06:27,417 --> 01:06:31,459
But I was convinced again that He was God.

637
01:06:34,709 --> 01:06:38,250
A few years of homelessness don't change a life full of greed.

638
01:06:38,334 --> 01:06:41,626
I felt great joy in becoming rich again.

639
01:06:43,250 --> 01:06:44,792
I took them to him.

640
01:06:44,876 --> 01:06:48,876
She asked them not to hurt him after they caught him.

641
01:06:57,751 --> 01:07:01,042
I didn't expect so many.

642
01:07:01,125 --> 01:07:03,042
All these soldiers for one man!

643
01:07:03,125 --> 01:07:08,375
What if this was not His will, but rather my obsession?

644
01:07:08,459 --> 01:07:11,167
I was his creation.

645
01:07:11,250 --> 01:07:13,083
A character from his works,

646
01:07:13,167 --> 01:07:15,959
A doll with which he achieved his goal.

647
01:07:16,000 --> 01:07:18,501
Whatever it is.

648
01:07:18,584 --> 01:07:20,584
I felt like I was drowning in hell.

649
01:07:20,667 --> 01:07:23,751
I loved him, but I had to be his enemy.

650
01:07:23,834 --> 01:07:26,125
I didn't understand the game I was involved in.

651
01:07:26,209 --> 01:07:27,584
But I was going to play it.

652
01:08:08,918 --> 01:08:11,584
I wanted to tell him that I love him.

653
01:08:32,626 --> 01:08:35,709
My friend called me. I.

654
01:08:36,584 --> 01:08:39,918
He did not describe anyone as a "friend."

655
01:08:39,999 --> 01:08:41,834
Me, Judas!

656
01:08:41,918 --> 01:08:44,334
That's why he was arrested.

657
01:08:45,959 --> 01:08:48,292
First you feel dizzy, then afraid.

658
01:08:48,375 --> 01:08:50,626
At first they fell asleep, then they denied it.

659
01:08:50,709 --> 01:08:54,459
I, the only one who abandoned him,

660
01:08:54,542 --> 01:08:57,209
I was condemned to deny his existence.

661
01:08:57,751 --> 01:09:00,375
I did what he asked of me.

662
01:09:00,459 --> 01:09:03,000
But this situation tormented me greatly.

663
01:09:03,083 --> 01:09:06,918
What was I supposed to do now? I had no idea.

664
01:09:07,375 --> 01:09:09,167
I followed him.

665
01:09:14,083 --> 01:09:17,209
They asked him if he believed he was the Son of God.

666
01:09:17,292 --> 01:09:19,209
Not only did he respond,

667
01:09:19,292 --> 01:09:22,459
But he also said that he and God are one.

668
01:09:28,959 --> 01:09:30,999
That was enough for them.

669
01:09:31,209 --> 01:09:34,209
There is no greater blasphemy than that.

670
01:09:34,292 --> 01:09:38,876
There was more sky in the sand, and in his sandals, than in the entire temple.

671
01:09:38,959 --> 01:09:42,626
There was more justice in his words about equality.

672
01:09:42,709 --> 01:09:46,459
This is in the rituals of believers who followed their rules,

673
01:09:46,542 --> 01:09:49,167
But they did not know mercy towards their neighbor.

674
01:09:54,999 --> 01:09:59,000
Because of these blasphemies, he was sentenced to death.

675
01:09:59,083 --> 01:10:02,250
But some decisions were made by the Roman governor.

676
01:10:02,334 --> 01:10:03,999
They were taking him there.

677
01:10:05,959 --> 01:10:08,250
Pedro denied that he was his friend.

678
01:10:08,334 --> 01:10:13,250
He swore by the law, by his spirit, and by his blood,

679
01:10:13,334 --> 01:10:15,709
Even at the expense of the blood of their children.

680
01:10:15,792 --> 01:10:18,918
He said he had never seen Jesus.

681
01:10:28,626 --> 01:10:33,209
If I had learned even a little mercy during those three years I spent with Jesus,

682
01:10:33,292 --> 01:10:35,542
I would feel sorry for Peter.

683
01:10:36,334 --> 01:10:39,209
But I was happy with their suffering.

684
01:11:08,250 --> 01:11:11,542
This was not the agreement. He no longer wants money.

685
01:11:52,125 --> 01:11:55,292
The powerful never have clean hands.

686
01:11:55,834 --> 01:11:57,626
Despite this claim.

687
01:12:14,918 --> 01:12:20,459
Jesus taught us that every creature can be viewed from two perspectives:

688
01:12:20,834 --> 01:12:22,542
One of them is correct.

689
01:12:23,584 --> 01:12:26,459
But in the creature he mercilessly flogged,

690
01:12:26,542 --> 01:12:29,125
I couldn't see anything good.

691
01:12:32,709 --> 01:12:36,375
If he could talk, he would tell me.

692
01:12:36,459 --> 01:12:41,542
Even that cruel and horrific monster had a place in the Kingdom of Heaven.

693
01:12:44,959 --> 01:12:50,209
They decided to crucify him, which was the punishment for thieves and murderers.

694
01:12:50,292 --> 01:12:53,250
They chanted, saying that a king like him deserves the crown.

695
01:13:04,542 --> 01:13:07,501
I hid, looking for help.

696
01:13:08,042 --> 01:13:13,042
They answered: "What do we do?" What do you mean by "what"?

697
01:13:13,125 --> 01:13:15,667
If you love, you won't ask what to do.

698
01:13:15,751 --> 01:13:17,999
She dives in with excitement, takes action, and cries.

699
01:13:18,042 --> 01:13:21,167
You bite, you choke, you break your enemy's bones.

700
01:13:21,250 --> 01:13:23,000
This is what you do if you really love.

701
01:13:23,083 --> 01:13:26,459
If your child is drowning, do not ask:

702
01:13:26,542 --> 01:13:30,792
“Excuse me, my son is drowning. What should I do?”

703
01:13:30,876 --> 01:13:35,000
If your child is drowning, jump into the water and do what you can.

704
01:13:35,083 --> 01:13:36,792
Even if I choke on it.

705
01:13:37,626 --> 01:13:42,584
They swore to follow him everywhere, even to die for him.

706
01:13:42,667 --> 01:13:44,626
But I was the traitor in their eyes.

707
01:13:44,709 --> 01:13:47,042
He handed it over to the soldiers.

708
01:13:47,125 --> 01:13:50,626
He didn't deserve to be among them.

709
01:13:50,709 --> 01:13:52,542
I was supposed to be stoned to death.

710
01:13:56,417 --> 01:14:00,417
I had to save the professor.

711
01:14:56,626 --> 01:15:01,292
“I will never die,” he wrote. Only four words.

712
01:15:01,792 --> 01:15:06,792
Like the one she said to me the first time: “I will never die.”

713
01:15:07,751 --> 01:15:09,709
I was the chosen one.

714
01:15:09,792 --> 01:15:12,042
He was just talking to me.

715
01:15:12,125 --> 01:15:15,417
He revealed his great secrets only to me.

716
01:16:19,375 --> 01:16:21,999
He didn't complain.

717
01:16:25,250 --> 01:16:30,584
The suffering of the other two prisoners delighted the spectators.

718
01:16:31,042 --> 01:16:33,626
This is all they came for.

719
01:16:44,709 --> 01:16:46,918
He wrote to me that he would never die.

720
01:16:47,000 --> 01:16:51,584
But what was he planning? Why doesn't he save himself now, to avoid suffering?

721
01:16:52,209 --> 01:16:53,918
When did the miracle start?

722
01:16:59,667 --> 01:17:02,042
They bet on who will die first.

723
01:17:26,667 --> 01:17:29,584
Only Jesus is still alive.

724
01:17:30,959 --> 01:17:34,292
Why doesn't he answer someone who asks him while laughing?

725
01:17:34,375 --> 01:17:35,999
“Where is God now?”

726
01:17:36,042 --> 01:17:37,918
What rude people!

727
01:17:38,876 --> 01:17:42,792
gay. This is what I'm wondering.

728
01:17:45,459 --> 01:17:48,334
Jesus, you're going to perform a miracle, aren't you?

729
01:17:48,417 --> 01:17:53,250
Get down from there safely, and Jerusalem will fall at your feet.

730
01:17:53,334 --> 01:17:56,250
Get rid of the nails and come down from the cross!

731
01:17:56,334 --> 01:17:58,459
Come on, get out!

732
01:17:58,542 --> 01:18:01,292
It's getting late, people are leaving!

733
01:18:01,375 --> 01:18:05,501
Hurry! Everyone must see that death does not touch you.

734
01:18:06,000 --> 01:18:08,876
Or do you do it when it's least expected?

735
01:18:08,959 --> 01:18:11,042
I trust you.

736
01:18:42,000 --> 01:18:43,501
Which god?

737
01:18:46,209 --> 01:18:47,918
He was a simple man.

738
01:18:49,542 --> 01:18:51,375
And I killed him.

739
01:19:37,042 --> 01:19:40,834
I always did what he asked of me and was willing to do it again.

740
01:19:41,959 --> 01:19:45,000
But he can no longer give me orders, he is dead.

741
01:19:45,626 --> 01:19:47,626
I wanted to die with him.

742
01:19:48,125 --> 01:19:50,584
He was crucified because of me.

743
01:19:50,667 --> 01:19:52,834
He betrayed her.

744
01:19:53,584 --> 01:19:55,709
He hammered in the nails.

745
01:19:55,792 --> 01:19:59,334
I believed in him more than he did.

746
01:19:59,417 --> 01:20:02,250
If he had lived, he would have been doomed forever.

747
01:20:02,834 --> 01:20:05,083
But I don't want to live cursed.

748
01:20:07,584 --> 01:20:10,000
I killed you, sir.

749
01:20:10,083 --> 01:20:14,999
Do you forgive me? Or do you have to ask me for forgiveness?

750
01:20:16,083 --> 01:20:20,417
Yes, you apologize for cheating on me.

751
01:20:20,501 --> 01:20:23,417
You made me believe you wouldn't die.

752
01:20:23,501 --> 01:20:26,167
You are God. You are the traitor.

753
01:20:36,542 --> 01:20:38,626
How long will it take to die?

754
01:20:40,209 --> 01:20:43,417
It'll be just like my twin brother,

755
01:20:43,501 --> 01:20:45,417
I was never born.

756
01:20:45,501 --> 01:20:49,792
On the verge of death, I saw my whole life.

757
01:20:49,876 --> 01:20:51,792
Even in childhood.

758
01:20:52,209 --> 01:20:53,459
criminal.

759
01:20:53,542 --> 01:20:56,209
Bloodthirsty, thief, liar.

760
01:20:56,292 --> 01:20:59,417
I believed the prophecy my mother heard.

761
01:20:59,501 --> 01:21:03,709
Satan can take any form. He took my form.

762
01:21:04,375 --> 01:21:07,209
I made my living selling women.

763
01:21:07,292 --> 01:21:10,876
He dies selling a man.

764
01:21:11,542 --> 01:21:14,999
Of the twelve, I'm the only one who dies with him.

765
01:21:15,042 --> 01:21:19,375
They called me a traitor, but I was the one who was betrayed.

766
01:21:19,834 --> 01:21:21,709
Why did you betray me?

767
01:21:21,792 --> 01:21:24,918
Why did you write to me that you would never die?

768
01:21:24,999 --> 01:21:29,209
You were a fool. We thought you were the Son of God.

769
01:21:29,292 --> 01:21:31,918
God himself.

770
01:21:33,751 --> 01:21:39,918
You were supposed to save the world, but you didn't save yourself.

771
01:21:39,999 --> 01:21:44,834
You were just a charlatan, like many before you.

772
01:21:45,542 --> 01:21:49,834
Just like them, when you die, you are worthless.

773
01:21:51,542 --> 01:21:56,375
In a few weeks, no one will remember us.

774
01:21:56,459 --> 01:21:59,459
I die alone, like an incredible dog.

775
01:21:59,542 --> 01:22:04,542
And you will die alone, like your false prophet.

776
01:22:05,000 --> 01:22:08,542
All this nonsense about the conqueror of death,

777
01:22:08,626 --> 01:22:11,834
Based on the religion of love.

778
01:22:11,918 --> 01:22:16,083
It's all over, everything died with you.

779
01:22:17,083 --> 01:22:22,876
Like Judas Iscariot, you will be forgotten in a short time.

780
01:22:22,959 --> 01:22:28,167
O Jesus of Nazareth, your name will not be mentioned.

781
01:22:28,709 --> 01:22:32,083
Your name will never be mentioned again.

782
01:22:32,167 --> 01:22:38,918
It will be as if you never existed.

783
01:22:56,375 --> 01:23:00,459
Have you seen the independent art film “The Post-Judas Gospel”?

784
01:23:28,375 --> 01:23:30,667
Editor Robert Ciopotaro